1. |
Lamictal
03:14
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my medicine is pink
it's helping me i think
it's hard to really know
it's hard
i still get angry that i need it
and that i just can't ever beat it
it's hard to let that go
it's hard
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2. |
Don't You Wish
05:02
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being seen without a face
is like being clean with listerine
i hope you know what i mean by that
what a beautiful face you've got
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4. |
His Boyfriend
08:04
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on a push down through hope
dressed in black mesh
staining shy flesh
in love through rope
and dripping lipstick
let your wrist flick
nothin hates you honey, it's just i hate me
flowers smell funny when you watch me breathe
we walk on busy streets
with ribbons clasped to keys
and leave no mystery
i hear their sore eyes move
through all the marks that prove
that i belong to you
a beacon glowing red
floats above my head
pouring a tangled thread
that twists around my neck
while trying to connect
desperate rings to your net
my feet have been replaced
with discs of mud
my heart has been caught
in an exploded sun
where do i hold my hands?
please give me your commands
i'm fine
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5. |
Chitter Walk
06:50
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our little nation is done
we're all off setting into the sun
all of our candy and tricks
all of our bundles, all of our sticks
everything we do and think may be terrible
all of our helixes and twine
may have death open us to parable
oh giant kingdom please be kind
shred like knees on pavement
in the name of purity
it coats their fence and stains it
a film of insecurity
everything we do and think may be terrible
all of our helixes and twine
may have death open us to parable
oh giant kingdom please be kind
but hopefully you'll turn to me after years of uncertainty
and say everything we do and think is fine
and hopefully after you see we will finally be free
to just sit around, drink each other's wine
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7. |
Same Shape and Same Size
05:50
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They took my brain
And how I feel
They took my rain
They took my fields
Trust me on what I lack
Give me back
They took my mouth
And used it wrong
They drowned me out
Abused my songs
Trust me on what I lack
Give me back
I want this bubble to pop
I wanna get sick and I want to die
I have a needle in all 8 of my hands
But I’m too scared to try
I’m shrinking cuz I wanna shrink
deep down I’m drowning in the kitchen sink
I wanna do more than think
About being cloaked in glitter and pink
I think I want the fire to stop
But if that were true then why
Do I spend so much time in red iron lands
I guess it’s just misapplied
My house will burn down with a punch and a wink
My eyes will melt before I can blink
I’ll knock out the glass if I think it’s too weak
I need more than a river to drink
Do you want to go away
Cuz you can go away
Who would want to stay
In such a horrible place
When you’re at my door
Is it to laugh or
Is there something more
Is there really a floor
A small locked man made of dust and fractured wind
A lonely box man sinking in rust and singe
My hands
Are invisible
I can’t
Grab
Why would I do this to me
Give me
Your spine
Your chest
Take mine
I don’t wanna make history
Small home
Strong arm
Ascend hope
Tin farm
Let’s burn it all to mystery
I’m gonna sink through the floor again
They say that’s just how it goes
You lifted your rock for your only friends
You’re wondering what happened to their nose
Nobody knows
Pick axe yeses and nos
Picking away my skin again today
It’s just what I have to do
Rip open my head to let my brain escape
Blend it into a goo
To spray over you
Pink turns into blue
I trip myself down an endless flight of stairs with broken tears
When there’s finally finally finally fire starting here
I watch as fake towns I would love shrink into the years
Screaming silence me silence me silence me rust all my gears
I wanna go home (x3)
I wanna be alone
___________________
Arms around my waist
Erasing it whole
Gold gun in my face
Making me cold
Encroach on my space
Punch a hole
Through my head
Through my bed
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9. |
Ploon
03:32
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you're out in the open
i'm here all alone
i wanna touch it
i wanna feel cold
rush..........................
my mind is piping
your body is dust
this is so frightening
i don't know who to trust
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11. |
Tech Demo
02:45
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12. |
Buildings
04:28
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my eye hasn't stopped twitching
in about a week
or maybe three
how long have i been sitting here
staring into the sink
staring into me
constantly sobbing behind my eyes
as i orbit circles of camaraderie
hopelessly bobbing through syrup of try
and grasping for invisible trees
where we could meet
how has the sun already gone down
i haven't even moved yet
i can't even brush my teeth
i can't stop thinking of those fake towns
and stabbing my alphabet
clinging to nobody
i feel restless and sick
it's hard to breathe
but i'll still read it again
and lose my knees
there's only so many ways
to express that
i'm just so unendingly lonely
tangling helixes out of my reach
impenetrable screens
write a whole dumb story
i can write whatever i want
there's nothing i can do
i'll never get any closer
to the answer to
how do you make friends?
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14. |
Set Cut
08:44
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