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Ideas Machine

by Christopher's Ghost

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1.
Lamictal 03:14
my medicine is pink it's helping me i think it's hard to really know it's hard i still get angry that i need it and that i just can't ever beat it it's hard to let that go it's hard
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being seen without a face is like being clean with listerine i hope you know what i mean by that what a beautiful face you've got
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on a push down through hope dressed in black mesh staining shy flesh in love through rope and dripping lipstick let your wrist flick nothin hates you honey, it's just i hate me flowers smell funny when you watch me breathe we walk on busy streets with ribbons clasped to keys and leave no mystery i hear their sore eyes move through all the marks that prove that i belong to you a beacon glowing red floats above my head pouring a tangled thread that twists around my neck while trying to connect desperate rings to your net my feet have been replaced with discs of mud my heart has been caught in an exploded sun where do i hold my hands? please give me your commands i'm fine
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Chitter Walk 06:50
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our little nation is done we're all off setting into the sun all of our candy and tricks all of our bundles, all of our sticks everything we do and think may be terrible all of our helixes and twine may have death open us to parable oh giant kingdom please be kind shred like knees on pavement in the name of purity it coats their fence and stains it a film of insecurity everything we do and think may be terrible all of our helixes and twine may have death open us to parable oh giant kingdom please be kind but hopefully you'll turn to me after years of uncertainty and say everything we do and think is fine and hopefully after you see we will finally be free to just sit around, drink each other's wine
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They took my brain And how I feel They took my rain They took my fields Trust me on what I lack Give me back They took my mouth And used it wrong They drowned me out Abused my songs Trust me on what I lack Give me back I want this bubble to pop I wanna get sick and I want to die I have a needle in all 8 of my hands But I’m too scared to try I’m shrinking cuz I wanna shrink deep down I’m drowning in the kitchen sink I wanna do more than think About being cloaked in glitter and pink I think I want the fire to stop But if that were true then why Do I spend so much time in red iron lands I guess it’s just misapplied My house will burn down with a punch and a wink My eyes will melt before I can blink I’ll knock out the glass if I think it’s too weak I need more than a river to drink Do you want to go away Cuz you can go away Who would want to stay In such a horrible place When you’re at my door Is it to laugh or Is there something more Is there really a floor A small locked man made of dust and fractured wind A lonely box man sinking in rust and singe My hands Are invisible I can’t Grab Why would I do this to me Give me Your spine Your chest Take mine I don’t wanna make history Small home Strong arm Ascend hope Tin farm Let’s burn it all to mystery I’m gonna sink through the floor again They say that’s just how it goes You lifted your rock for your only friends You’re wondering what happened to their nose Nobody knows Pick axe yeses and nos Picking away my skin again today It’s just what I have to do Rip open my head to let my brain escape Blend it into a goo To spray over you Pink turns into blue I trip myself down an endless flight of stairs with broken tears When there’s finally finally finally fire starting here I watch as fake towns I would love shrink into the years Screaming silence me silence me silence me rust all my gears I wanna go home (x3) I wanna be alone ___________________ Arms around my waist Erasing it whole Gold gun in my face Making me cold Encroach on my space Punch a hole Through my head Through my bed
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Ploon 03:32
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you're out in the open i'm here all alone i wanna touch it i wanna feel cold rush.......................... my mind is piping your body is dust this is so frightening i don't know who to trust
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Tech Demo 02:45
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Buildings 04:28
my eye hasn't stopped twitching in about a week or maybe three how long have i been sitting here staring into the sink staring into me constantly sobbing behind my eyes as i orbit circles of camaraderie hopelessly bobbing through syrup of try and grasping for invisible trees where we could meet how has the sun already gone down i haven't even moved yet i can't even brush my teeth i can't stop thinking of those fake towns and stabbing my alphabet clinging to nobody i feel restless and sick it's hard to breathe but i'll still read it again and lose my knees there's only so many ways to express that i'm just so unendingly lonely tangling helixes out of my reach impenetrable screens write a whole dumb story i can write whatever i want there's nothing i can do i'll never get any closer to the answer to how do you make friends?
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Set Cut 08:44

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it's my birthday today :)

this album is a bit of a behemoth unfortunately, but i didn't feel right cutting it down any further.

christopher's ghost is just a combo of christopher rowin and pdf ghost because there's stuff on here from both aliases. it's not confusing or stupid though, don't worry. it's clever actually

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released January 23, 2023

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